Life in Tucson

I can't promise I'll keep blogging. I'm pretty sure that what I said last time. It's been almost 2 years since I've blogged. So much has happened in my life since that time. With my love life, with my location, who I am, and with my job. 

     Let's start out with my love life. Since my time as a married man I have been in 2 relationships. The first one was really something I had to force myself into. After a few short months I broke up with this girl. Our relationship was built on a rocky foundation. She said she loved me and I felt obligated to say it back but I didn't mean it. I tried to mean it thinking that this must be it for me. I never thought I'd really love again after my marriage fell apart, So I settled. The opportunity arose for me to leave and be done with it so I took it. That was late 2012. I am still friends with her on Facebook but we don't talk. 

    My next relationship was... Spectacular. It made me feel things inside my heart and myself that I didn't believe we're there anymore. It started on Christmas Day at Steven pass with all my friends. I don't know what it was about her on this particular day but she caught my eye. I had known her since she was 14 and I was 19. She was one of my other friends sisters. I fell so fast and boy did I ever fall hard. I was finally in love again... But it was different. I felt more things for her than I did for my ex. It was amazing. For some reason though.... her parents didn't like me. This would be the undoing of her and I much to my chagrin. I loved her so much I was ready to marry her. One day though in 2014 right before Super Bowl.... We broke up... So unexpectedly. I was taken back by it and there was no closure... It was just , done. To this day I think about her most every day. I still hold hope for us even though I shouldn't. I can't help it though. This brings me to my next point. 

 

     At the time of the breakup I also had no job. So nothing was holding me in Washington state my more. I made the life changing decision to join my family in the good ol' state of Arizona. Tucson to be exact, and I couldn't be happier. I have been here since mid March and life has been great ( aside from the momentary moment of home sickness). I work with my family, I've gone through real estate class and I have TONS of friends that I see and spend time with all the time. 

     I have a happy life here. My next step is to find a place of my own by the end of the summer. That's all I really have the patience to write while I'm laying in bed at 11:11 pm typing on my iPad. I hope you enjoyed my informative yet quick update. Feel free to comment and ask my questions . Until next time !