pain

No matter who you are as a person, and no matter what you go through in life there is no greater pain then emotional. You could be the toughest Guy ever and if you had to go through emotional paid. You would cry like a baby. Reguardless of the outcome reguardless of the good or bad reguardless if its for the better or not.... it still hurts. Even though Makayla and I will be officially divorced today I will always love and care for her. I had to see her today to sign final papers and we talked for a long time. We laughed, we cried, and we reminiced. We both knew that it is Better this way.... that doesn't change the fact it hurt. We had been eachothers lives for almost 5 years. That's a hard thing to walk away from. My life has been less stressful and I've been doing way better spiritually. Doesn't change the fact that I loved her and gave her my everything. There's a song that in 2008 my mom had me listen to on our trip over to Tonasket when I was moving there. It was called "Moving On" by Rascall Flatts. It gets to me just as much today as it did then and feels like it holds even more meaning today. I just need to move on in life and get past the hurt because I know we will both be happier this way.

SKY

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happiness

I had my convention last weekend and it was great. We had so much information and so much encouragrment it was amazing. It gave me the umph I needed to really focus up on what is important to me and that is my spirituality.

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Jammy Day!

Don't you ever have one of those days when all you do is want to laze about in your nice comfy jammies. I know I do and i couldn't imagine why no one else would. Today is that day of the week for me. Or maybe do you have a sport you like to play for for recreation. This has been on my mind for the last few day with people (My uncles Parents) looking at me funny when I my plans for the day are being in my pj's and doing my laundry. So here is the first official Question of the week: What do you get to do on a regular basis that most people complain about not having enough time to ever do?
Yes these are the pants i have for my pj's

Karaoke

Last night was the start to 1 week off with convention being this weekend. Which I am super excited for. I have been working without vacation since January and haven't made a sunday meeting this whole time. Which has been very taxing on my spirituality. So I am COMPLETELY looking forward to this weekend. It will be the boost... Nay the Push I need right now. I have been doing by best to study and make all my Wednesday night meetings and praying a lot. I have been doing much better in the last 3 months then i have done all of last year. So heres to a fun weekend.

Karaoke! What else is there to say. My dads side of the family has always been very musically talented singing wise. I have been around music and singing my entire life but have never really been into it that much. Since the beginning of March however since discovering Karaoke at the local Tavern I have been enjoying it more and more. Using this time to hone in on my musical ability passed down in bloodlines from my dad. Every opportunity to go and do Karaoke I will take. Realizing I don't just go sing for just the enjoyment of the atmosphere and because I know people won't make fun of me there; I go as a release. Singing is a window to yourself that can only be discovered this way.

Since discovering my love for Karaoke I have gone to a few different places and usually get a pretty good response form people. There is The Tavern in Duvall where karaoke is run by Dj Zube who is a really cool guy. Then there's Tiki Joe's Wet Bar in dowtown Kirkland. Karaoke there is ran by one of my uncles long time friends Tiger, so I have a blast down there. Finally Last night thanks to my friend Izaac, I discovered a place that does Karaoke every night. It's in downtown Redmond and it's called Palmers. Karaoke there is run by this guy named Big John. I guess he has been doing it for a long time. Not my favorite place, but still another place to go sing at.

I am now getting to the point where I need less and less "liquid courage" to jump up on stage and sing. It feels great when people cheer and clap for you. I do admit its kind of a confidence booster for the rest of the night, and keeps me going. When I'm done singing I cant wait to pick out my next song to sing. Finally when the night comes to a close i say my goodbyes and head home and start counting down to the next Karaoke night.

Sky

Blogging Again!

After much scrutiny and hard work... I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO LOG IN AGAIN!!!!
Hello all! how is it going? its been so long since i last blogged and my life has gone to the seventh circle and back. Love life is non existent anymore. Much to my chagrin. You can never tell who you will fall in love with or who once married will be the perfect mate. It was good for a time. The honey moon phase left after the first 6 months and it got difficult from there. the following 6 months was rough. Had alot of hard times. No job supporting a wife and pets got a job again and made my relationship fail because i was gone so much. The final straw was getting evicted from our apartment. This so called final straw took place in early March, 1 day after our one year anniversary. since then we have parted ways and are still civil but it will never be the same and at the end of this month will no longer be married.

Life has been going in a strange direction but for the first time at my own wanting and needing it is going in the right direction. This blog will now be dedicated to my new adventure as I restart my life... again in a new area. Well... I have been here since march, Here being Duvall, WA. A little town between two other little town and 20 minutes to any major road way. I have come to love this town though. There is this little Tavern in town that the people that have been in Duvall for forever go to. Its mostly regulars who I have come to know well. The owners of the bar are great people and friends to my aunt and uncle who i live with. Uncle Jason and Aunt Bethany. They have taken me into their home for now while i get on my feet which i have been very thankful for. They have to kids who i have grown very close to.

I will start usig this blog for weekly questions and as a release to a frustrating time going back to the start line of this race they call life and trying to catch up to where i should be. I also encourage you to ask me question or give me ideas on things in the greater seattle area to do. I am expanding my horizons and want new adventures. Feel free to ask me questions or leave comments... in fact i encourage it. hope you all enjoyed my first blog back


Sky