pain

No matter who you are as a person, and no matter what you go through in life there is no greater pain then emotional. You could be the toughest Guy ever and if you had to go through emotional paid. You would cry like a baby. Reguardless of the outcome reguardless of the good or bad reguardless if its for the better or not.... it still hurts. Even though Makayla and I will be officially divorced today I will always love and care for her. I had to see her today to sign final papers and we talked for a long time. We laughed, we cried, and we reminiced. We both knew that it is Better this way.... that doesn't change the fact it hurt. We had been eachothers lives for almost 5 years. That's a hard thing to walk away from. My life has been less stressful and I've been doing way better spiritually. Doesn't change the fact that I loved her and gave her my everything. There's a song that in 2008 my mom had me listen to on our trip over to Tonasket when I was moving there. It was called "Moving On" by Rascall Flatts. It gets to me just as much today as it did then and feels like it holds even more meaning today. I just need to move on in life and get past the hurt because I know we will both be happier this way.

SKY

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